January 2012
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I am bad at this.
I’m just going to write about my last five days in one big post.
I felt so guilty on Thursday for even thinking about hooking up with Ryan again. Jenna is one of my bestfriends, and I will never do anything to jeopardize that ever again. Nothing really exciting or eventful happened, I had a panic attack in English and that sucked.
Friday we had a half day. I was talking to Andrew in the...
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January 11
I might ask Zach to turnabout. I don”t know though, I’m weirdly nervous about it. Jenna told me that I should ask Ryan and that was totally unexpected. I talked to him about it and he told me he wasn’t going to turnabout if Jenna was. I realized what an immature prick he really is. Harsh, but totally true.
Today was our first Wednesday night rehearsal of concert season. Boring,...
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January 10
I love my talks with Andrew during study hall. He’s becoming one of my good friends again. Things have gotten so much easier now that I care about nothing.
Audition results went up today. 2nd chair concert band with ten minutes of practicing. Not to shaby, if you ask me. PLUS, I get to sit next to Meghan and I love her so very fucking much.
Today is my “eat everything before going...
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January 9
Ryan kissed my by my car today. That may be one of the worst decisions that I have ever mad. Holy cow, it was nice though. I missed kissing boys. Meow. You stupid slut. I called Nick and freaked out for about fifteen minutes. He put up with me though. Our relationship is so weird.
Oh, by the way Nicholas apologized to me. It’s really whatever. It makes me smile when he says I love you so I...
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January 8
Today I created a Pinterest, it is addicting.
Tomorrow is Jarrett’s birthday. I’ll stay up and say happy birthday at midnight.
I don’t feel like writing because nothing happened today and all I really feel is stupid, regretful and alone.
Maybe I’ll add more tomorrow.
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January 7
Well, I cleaned my room today. We moved the vanity to my room from the computer room. I think it looks really nice, to be honest, and I’m really excited about it. I sold a bunch of clothes to plato’s closet and got 40$ and then went to chipotle.
We went to a Disc Reply to look for Lord of The Rings. I had really bad anxiety there. I have absolutely no idea why, either.
Nick yelled...
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January 6
I saw The Devil Inside with Krista today. It was fucking stupid, but I’m still sort of afraid of it. We went to the theater in River Oaks. It was free because her cousin works there and got us tickets.
I think I’m depressed. I can’t get anything right. I’m getting obsessive about nothing. I’m having more and more anxiety every day and I don’t know why....
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January 5
Jersey shore starts again today. Oh, how I love those special moments watching complete trash with my mother. I wore my hair down to school today, and even wore a little makeup. I felt pretty, as far as pretty goes with me. I’m still sick, so I can’t really go to the gym yet. Although, I haven’t eaten any carbs today, and I am very proud of that. I forgot to turn in my note cards...
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January 4
Well, today was the first day back from break. It sucked. I’m sick, and tired. Mommy drove me to school because I was being a lazy bitch. Also, I looked really ugly at school today.
Patrick was in my first period class for about ten minutes. Then left. Then Krista texted me saying that he’s in her first period class. I mustered up the meanest glare I could for him. I wonder what...
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January 3
Today I went to an Irish restaurant with Chop and Julie. It fucking sucked. It was a horrible restaurant. After, we went to Victoria’s Secret and I got a new bra and some new underwear.
I came home, layed in bed, listened to Nirvana.
Nothing interesting happened, and I haven’t even thought much. I’m getting sick and I feel like shit. My whole body is in pain, my head and my throat are...
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January 2
I did absolutely nothing today, again. I was supposed to clean my room, but I just sat there and played on my nook. I put a ton of books on my wishlist. I talked to Nick alot today, and he flirted with me alot which made me smile super big. I want him to come back home and cuddle with me and watch the bachelor. He does not want to watch the bachelor though.
Jeremy is coming over soon, and if he...
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January 1
Well, new years eve sucked. We went to Suzy’s around 8;30. It was me Jenna, Krista, Katherine, Suzy, Maryanne, Connor, Aaron, David and Andrew. We played a stupid game that Suzy and Maryanne made much to complicated. I was unhappy. I started to feel sick and Jenna and Krista took care of me in the bathroom. Jenna scrapped her ass on the back of the couch, which was funny. I went home at...
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